Due Date.. Remember myself..attention as well..

21/6/2009 Sunday... Hot weather..Haven Lunch..堕落的下午。。没地方去。。

This afternoon suddenly my mind pop up some memory..Now i gonna write down all this to remember myself..what is going on.. "Ppl" will know me...

19/4/2009
See her profile in axxxxt
20/4/2009
Add her in Msn
30/4/2009
1st time meet and watch horror movie Coming Soon
1/5/2009
Start to find her everyday never miss, never stop, even time stop.
i wont stop to appear in front of her
8/5/2009
Nervous, 1st time hold hand but only around 15 mins, even short i was happy!
16/5/2009
1st time Sing k, only 2 of us..staff ask are us couple.. I was happy
23/5/2009
2nd movie Night At The Museum, I book Twin seat, We enjoy the movie
27/5/2009
Caunnaught Pasar Malam, I hate..This is the last time we meet and go pasar malam
30/5/2009
No reply me for my every meesage send to her
31/5/2009
Reply me at midnight in MSN We are END
1/6/2009
Message me we a fren first, No mood.. whole day like no soul..

10/6/2009 1st time meet in S2
12/6/2009 Out together in Pavillion n lunch in outside Low yat
13/6/2009 Together, very fast.. correct ? i dont know..just follow the feeling
16/6/2009 Hold hand in the car, I was active
19/6/2009 1st time Kiss in car with surrounded many ppl.. Geng..cant believe
21/6/2009 Know her birthday 25/sep/xxxx

even sad at the time but i was able to recover with new face, am i a playboy or she is playgirl as well ? Wont she have any good memory of us? I dont know, I dont even understand. I was sad during whole May. i just wonder did she have the same feeling with me. Or did i do anything wrong ? no ppl know, i also dont know and haven get the answer until now.? Am i bad.until leave me without any reason. Se is so unresponsible to love. Tears come out soon..
I am Bad, I was scared as well. No answer given to me..

Gordon.
03-16pm Home Alone.. In the room..Hot..Hungry..lonely..nobody know..
my laptop accompany me..so i love my laptop so much..every week i must help him clean the whole body ..

Angel...

20/6/2009 堕落的下午~热！！

你相信这世界有天使吗？看看~

呵呵。不知道他们怎么发现的？ 我是在一个朋友的BLOG发现的。
他们发现这个类似天使的物体是在ENGLAND的一个小地方叫Derbyshire。

在那里被当地的居民登上报纸大事宣传~

可是，当你真正看到他的时候，你会认为他是天使吗？

很难抉择吧~

在这个世界很多事情只要从不同的角度去光看都会有不同的理念。不管是什么~

对吗？

Gordon笔~

五点二十五分。。很热。

My lunch ...

18/6/2009 Durian smell within whole house..Yiak..^^

.......Pandan Kaya.......

This Pandan Kaya match with Gardenia Bread memang sedap lo, but i eat this thing everyday . Even it is very nice but now feel geli liao.. i think i eat bread and pandan kaya almost 1 month lo.

i have reason because it save time and fast ma. u know right, afternoon sun was so so freaking hot. my collegue sometime ask me...Are u okay..? everyday eat same things..haha..then i reply because i was 专一 ..he just laugh there..

But in real world am i really 专一？ i m not sure as well.

So next time when u see this kaya pandan go buy 1 bottle sure u will like it d ~n must choose gardenia bread. wakaka.

regards,
Gordon.. 11-30pm.. eating durian..cool

Relationship "Love" is hard for me...

12/6/2009 02.00pm Cool not because of weather is because of air-con -.-1 Walao..

'Respect the relationship' just learn it from some one else!A true relationship does't easy to get it or catch it!when u have it u does't care it,that was human life just such as step by step until the relationship is end,you regret you sad or others but this is all did by ur own self.u have found a love in the million of people even that is not ur 'true' love but it atleast a person that u have really love before,the short moments even unhappy or happy after a long time it will be a sweet memory.In human heart everyone have a lock and caring a key to found thier own key and a lock that really suitable for ur key!i think everyone should hear a fairy tales story before,'cinderella'.A story that we really need to learn from them!A girl who name cinderella really find his own key and the love,the true love 'the prince'.Every story have the started and the ending!The relationship that we have now or in the feture it may a short moments a forever but if u have did a wrong step,the realationship will be disappear ir ur life!Respect the relationship when u have if not u will be regret in the future.

Love is hard for me, i dont know why and cant understand how it is going on. This few start from 8/6/2009 i was sad with some reason. Today is day5 , we stop contact for 5days, i was sad but i cant impress my emotion to my friends, because in front of them i was always independent and no need reliable to any things? This time i was lose.. because i use real heart to handle at the end i get is only memory. Sweet memory i dont think so, Bad memory? sometimes it was happy too. Anyway, Learn from mistake and dont make it happen again.

People always said, If you use real heart to meet ppl, then you will get back what u want. I was confuse with this, and i have a solution. Not everything in this world if u using ur own heart to meet ppl then you will get back with good result, sometime its is cruel but we dont know. Anyway within this period, lucky i having a lot good fren they help me to stop all those bad memory and give me comment, i know i should not continue, but who can fully control his feeling to stop at any time, i need time to slow down, down and down. I dont know i need to be alone for how long, just face all the relationship with same level. I dont want to be hurt as well i dont wish hurt people too..

Regards,
Gordon~

02.35pm Sapura synergy ~

Cool~

Mothers Day~ life in Kampung Paloh

12/5/2009 Life life life.. ..to be happy ...~ ^^ 02.35 pm

Haha just come back from Paloh and mothers day. This year i didn send any birthday card for my mum because i back personally with full of love ^^ haha..geli ye...Even is only like that my mum was very happy because she can see her granddaughter. Early in the morning she was busy prepared delicious food for us ...haha..very nice lo...cause quite long time didn back so she will specially buy something different from KL then cook for us. For examples, Pig heart la. walao..very nice lo, cook with ginger then moutain Pig also..quite different taste than normal pig mayb they moving around everyday so their meat more ...more.. how to say..hard explain le..u call me la i tell u..my phone number 012-7066750 .. dont cant at midnight la..then i bite u ~ like Moutain Pig ..Scared ma ..~wakaka...

Then after that have a rest, automatically call by frens go walk walk in Kluang parade which is new open shopping centre quite big but nothing also compare with KL. So just moving around the parade then suddenly see some promotion booth available in the centre court . then we just go and have a look..got sell many related things about mothers day le.. like message chair then Wok for cooking now high tech le use electric d ..more safe lo..and then got Flower booth also...before that no people then after we buy 1 suddenly the booth become crowded dont know why mayb people was curious about that. The booth suddenly many people then the auntie also busy wrapping the flower, i m the first who buy 1 KAN NAI XING for my mum, is a red color quite beautiful compare with others color sucha s pink( hate la) - can not tahan , then purple also...look ok la..but i prefer red ..more colorful ma..haha..then delay here delay there 8 pm we all only back home ..so tired le..

After that reach home then we cut the cake together with my grandmom because she was coming too for dinner .. quite happy then i have a camara and take some picture. we all smile very happy^^...haiyo..after dinner then cut cake, very full le ..anyway i didn eat cause i dont like eat cake..few can la..whole pieces want die le.. too oily. dont like..

After that dont know do what , ia lso forgot liao..mayb walk here walk there then... then..got ppl ask me yamcha ...that time dont know what didn join. then time pass very fast already 12.am lo..then its time to sleep lo^^ yeah..

After that early in the morning wake up after lunch we go kluang agin but this time different i go with my mum cause have to celebrate Mothers Day also with my another grandmother then rush to buy a cake and 1 bottle of Mix juice the party is start, whole process quite boring but no choice la.. i year once ma..sit a while time will pass very fast d .,.then around 1 hour sit there walao..bum pain la..so i ask my mum say wanna back liao..then we back paloh immediately, Oh ya before that we go look around the new house in kluang very beautiful and big also..for now cant afford buy 1 la..next time i buy 1 roll.. easy nia la.. small case $$ only ^^ wakaka..

Then reach paloh liao..i start prepare my things before back Kl. then also many things to bring, biscuit la.. fruits la.. all zabulong things become whole car full liao..haha..never mind la can save $$ in Kl ma no need buy^^ haiyo..kesian le..around 10.30 finally we reach Kl lo..then On9 a while ma ZZzz lo..Sienz.. if not tomoro wake up like tick wif bed can move le ..Lazy work ^^So the weekend for my Mothers Day have been pass very fast and memory^^ ..dont know when can back next time liao..ok la...share wif urs next time ...muaks,.

Regards,
GORDON!!~
2009/5/12 02.51pm office sapura

Miss ing or Missing

5/5/2009 Tuesday X.XX pm...Sienz

Wuhah !~ I coming back liao... So tired le...Everyday work didn work also tired...feel wanna sleep but when the time on the bed my eyes so big !~ ..what the hell...is going on..??
* My fren say those pregnant woman like to sleep..-.-1 hah.....walao..E... dont want..Disgust..

Today Is Tuesday still few days to go only can rest. Haiya never mind, very fast d ...haha...
My job scoop just sit in front of table then answer reply Email..walao ..so so sienz + boring..no choice la.. $$ ma..no $$ lagi sien + boring feel want die...haha. So sometime i will walk around for no reason those ppl look at me like i am crazy..but never mind ^^ better i sit too long my bum become so big..like auntie just give birth -.-1... So for those office ppl.. dont sit too long o ..not good for healthy also..

Haha.. Haiya that day go Poppy .. Walao E.. Drink Dewar..because no choice...anyway can drink then enough liao..i just want the kick..Go there because 1 of my fren birthday then go there relax..So funny la..i bring 1 38 po go..haha..anyway this is her first time. so we are enjoying the music , the people who dance very well.. big breast, pretty woman.. not pretty also have ..anything things la...all over there..but we Clubbing it very fun.. at that time i didn bring any photo so cant clearly tell you what is the picture at the club. After few hours, Finish liao, then we go Eat CHAO ZHOU Porridge..Quite nice ant cut the special Cake ^^ not ice cream but using those box special design for ice-cream..haha.. no choice ma..those box stay longer..Then still got people help us sing birthday song le..so g=fun!! then only the birthday girl eat the cake because its freaking full liao..if eat again i think i will Vomit lo...then not nive liao..haha. After that all balik rumah..dont say too much liao..

The day after , haiyo I wake up so early for some reason..i think i slowly sot liao..so tired but dont want sleep..-.-1 never mind la..this is me ..then go find a fren like tht..long story la..tell u when i see you ..

My life just pass like this..
Not enough la..i must Improve..^^..

Regards,
GORDON !!~
5/5/2009 03.13pm The mines, Sapura...

I m Back...Happy, Moody, Yeah..

Wuhah...Yeah..today is 10/4/2009 Friday night 10pm later wanna go makan with friend...but dont feel like very happy. These few days a bit moody, why ? Mayb i was too boring and nothing to do...But almost getting start work lo..A big big company.

Tomoro one of my fren birthday? Dont know what to buy for her? Also haven decide what to do le..wakaka... see first la.. she`s birthday ma..let her decide la.. Anyway we can go play then very happy la ...

next week I belibe i will go genting But i feel very happy and waiting for the day coming because i gonna go with a good fren. He treat me watch concert a malaysian singer ..i think gua..? for my memory he is malaysian. anyway we will go genting and having fun around there...wuhah.Genting ..I m Coming ...wait me ...

hahaz...Actually i haven attend any concert b4. dont laugh a ..cause never have a chance..as we know a ticket for concert it needs lowest 50+ bucks . For me buy a CD more value right. haha..if everybody think like me ...all concert have to close down lo...wakaka..

Dont know u like buffet or not..for me i quite positive to buffet because it have multi choice of food so i just get what i like and enjoy it on my seat and listen the song. I go a japanese buffet once its name is Jogoya. first time going there is my birthday, all my good fren goign with me total is 5 people wahah.and is a supper buffet. Its enough for me because we enjoy the food very happy. I like ice-cream but not too much after that is small-steamboat with small lobster. Its delicious..it really a lots of food ...wish to eat every item in a time..so i just get and get and get none stop at the end have to finish it...wanna die at that time ...next time not dare ...sorry to the food ^^ hehez..sound like SAN BA LAO ....hahaz..anyway we all very happy..its good ...

ok lo..coming blog will be post...
muaks..

gordon !!~
10/4/09 2217 ^^!!~

雨过就会天晴吗

雨后，一定会是天晴的吗？
从昨晚，就开始下雨了。
最近的下雨天，总是特别的多。
早晨时，睡得好好的，突然的醒过来，觉得很紧逼。
好像很多事，要赶快做那样的。
说实在的，我真的有很多事，要去处理的咯。
目前，只好慢慢的把每一件事处理好。
我相信，我的天晴会来的！
我现在，不能放弃自己。
要坚持下去，相信努力，就会有收获。
不要沮丧了，要振作。
路是人走出来的。
不管，最后是什么的结果，我还是得坚持下去的。
相信，不管怎样，总有一条路，我可以走的。

戈丹.....