Due Date.. Remember myself..attention as well..

21/6/2009 Sunday... Hot weather..Haven Lunch..堕落的下午。。没地方去。。

This afternoon suddenly my mind pop up some memory..Now i gonna write down all this to remember myself..what is going on.. "Ppl" will know me...

19/4/2009
See her profile in axxxxt
20/4/2009
Add her in Msn
30/4/2009
1st time meet and watch horror movie Coming Soon
1/5/2009
Start to find her everyday never miss, never stop, even time stop.
i wont stop to appear in front of her
8/5/2009
Nervous, 1st time hold hand but only around 15 mins, even short i was happy!
16/5/2009
1st time Sing k, only 2 of us..staff ask are us couple.. I was happy
23/5/2009
2nd movie Night At The Museum, I book Twin seat, We enjoy the movie
27/5/2009
Caunnaught Pasar Malam, I hate..This is the last time we meet and go pasar malam
30/5/2009
No reply me for my every meesage send to her
31/5/2009
Reply me at midnight in MSN We are END
1/6/2009
Message me we a fren first, No mood.. whole day like no soul..

10/6/2009 1st time meet in S2
12/6/2009 Out together in Pavillion n lunch in outside Low yat
13/6/2009 Together, very fast.. correct ? i dont know..just follow the feeling
16/6/2009 Hold hand in the car, I was active
19/6/2009 1st time Kiss in car with surrounded many ppl.. Geng..cant believe
21/6/2009 Know her birthday 25/sep/xxxx

even sad at the time but i was able to recover with new face, am i a playboy or she is playgirl as well ? Wont she have any good memory of us? I dont know, I dont even understand. I was sad during whole May. i just wonder did she have the same feeling with me. Or did i do anything wrong ? no ppl know, i also dont know and haven get the answer until now.? Am i bad.until leave me without any reason. Se is so unresponsible to love. Tears come out soon..
I am Bad, I was scared as well. No answer given to me..

Gordon.
03-16pm Home Alone.. In the room..Hot..Hungry..lonely..nobody know..
my laptop accompany me..so i love my laptop so much..every week i must help him clean the whole body ..