Relationship "Love" is hard for me...

12/6/2009 02.00pm Cool not because of weather is because of air-con -.-1 Walao..

'Respect the relationship' just learn it from some one else!A true relationship does't easy to get it or catch it!when u have it u does't care it,that was human life just such as step by step until the relationship is end,you regret you sad or others but this is all did by ur own self.u have found a love in the million of people even that is not ur 'true' love but it atleast a person that u have really love before,the short moments even unhappy or happy after a long time it will be a sweet memory.In human heart everyone have a lock and caring a key to found thier own key and a lock that really suitable for ur key!i think everyone should hear a fairy tales story before,'cinderella'.A story that we really need to learn from them!A girl who name cinderella really find his own key and the love,the true love 'the prince'.Every story have the started and the ending!The relationship that we have now or in the feture it may a short moments a forever but if u have did a wrong step,the realationship will be disappear ir ur life!Respect the relationship when u have if not u will be regret in the future.

Love is hard for me, i dont know why and cant understand how it is going on. This few start from 8/6/2009 i was sad with some reason. Today is day5 , we stop contact for 5days, i was sad but i cant impress my emotion to my friends, because in front of them i was always independent and no need reliable to any things? This time i was lose.. because i use real heart to handle at the end i get is only memory. Sweet memory i dont think so, Bad memory? sometimes it was happy too. Anyway, Learn from mistake and dont make it happen again.

People always said, If you use real heart to meet ppl, then you will get back what u want. I was confuse with this, and i have a solution. Not everything in this world if u using ur own heart to meet ppl then you will get back with good result, sometime its is cruel but we dont know. Anyway within this period, lucky i having a lot good fren they help me to stop all those bad memory and give me comment, i know i should not continue, but who can fully control his feeling to stop at any time, i need time to slow down, down and down. I dont know i need to be alone for how long, just face all the relationship with same level. I dont want to be hurt as well i dont wish hurt people too..

Regards,
Gordon~

02.35pm Sapura synergy ~

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