Due Date.. Remember myself..attention as well..

21/6/2009 Sunday... Hot weather..Haven Lunch..堕落的下午。。没地方去。。

This afternoon suddenly my mind pop up some memory..Now i gonna write down all this to remember myself..what is going on.. "Ppl" will know me...

19/4/2009
See her profile in axxxxt
20/4/2009
Add her in Msn
30/4/2009
1st time meet and watch horror movie Coming Soon
1/5/2009
Start to find her everyday never miss, never stop, even time stop.
i wont stop to appear in front of her
8/5/2009
Nervous, 1st time hold hand but only around 15 mins, even short i was happy!
16/5/2009
1st time Sing k, only 2 of us..staff ask are us couple.. I was happy
23/5/2009
2nd movie Night At The Museum, I book Twin seat, We enjoy the movie
27/5/2009
Caunnaught Pasar Malam, I hate..This is the last time we meet and go pasar malam
30/5/2009
No reply me for my every meesage send to her
31/5/2009
Reply me at midnight in MSN We are END
1/6/2009
Message me we a fren first, No mood.. whole day like no soul..

10/6/2009 1st time meet in S2
12/6/2009 Out together in Pavillion n lunch in outside Low yat
13/6/2009 Together, very fast.. correct ? i dont know..just follow the feeling
16/6/2009 Hold hand in the car, I was active
19/6/2009 1st time Kiss in car with surrounded many ppl.. Geng..cant believe
21/6/2009 Know her birthday 25/sep/xxxx

even sad at the time but i was able to recover with new face, am i a playboy or she is playgirl as well ? Wont she have any good memory of us? I dont know, I dont even understand. I was sad during whole May. i just wonder did she have the same feeling with me. Or did i do anything wrong ? no ppl know, i also dont know and haven get the answer until now.? Am i bad.until leave me without any reason. Se is so unresponsible to love. Tears come out soon..
I am Bad, I was scared as well. No answer given to me..

Gordon.
03-16pm Home Alone.. In the room..Hot..Hungry..lonely..nobody know..
my laptop accompany me..so i love my laptop so much..every week i must help him clean the whole body ..

Angel...

20/6/2009 堕落的下午~热！！

你相信这世界有天使吗？看看~

呵呵。不知道他们怎么发现的？ 我是在一个朋友的BLOG发现的。
他们发现这个类似天使的物体是在ENGLAND的一个小地方叫Derbyshire。

在那里被当地的居民登上报纸大事宣传~

可是，当你真正看到他的时候，你会认为他是天使吗？

很难抉择吧~

在这个世界很多事情只要从不同的角度去光看都会有不同的理念。不管是什么~

对吗？

Gordon笔~

五点二十五分。。很热。

My lunch ...

18/6/2009 Durian smell within whole house..Yiak..^^

.......Pandan Kaya.......

This Pandan Kaya match with Gardenia Bread memang sedap lo, but i eat this thing everyday . Even it is very nice but now feel geli liao.. i think i eat bread and pandan kaya almost 1 month lo.

i have reason because it save time and fast ma. u know right, afternoon sun was so so freaking hot. my collegue sometime ask me...Are u okay..? everyday eat same things..haha..then i reply because i was 专一 ..he just laugh there..

But in real world am i really 专一？ i m not sure as well.

So next time when u see this kaya pandan go buy 1 bottle sure u will like it d ~n must choose gardenia bread. wakaka.

regards,
Gordon.. 11-30pm.. eating durian..cool

Relationship "Love" is hard for me...

12/6/2009 02.00pm Cool not because of weather is because of air-con -.-1 Walao..

'Respect the relationship' just learn it from some one else!A true relationship does't easy to get it or catch it!when u have it u does't care it,that was human life just such as step by step until the relationship is end,you regret you sad or others but this is all did by ur own self.u have found a love in the million of people even that is not ur 'true' love but it atleast a person that u have really love before,the short moments even unhappy or happy after a long time it will be a sweet memory.In human heart everyone have a lock and caring a key to found thier own key and a lock that really suitable for ur key!i think everyone should hear a fairy tales story before,'cinderella'.A story that we really need to learn from them!A girl who name cinderella really find his own key and the love,the true love 'the prince'.Every story have the started and the ending!The relationship that we have now or in the feture it may a short moments a forever but if u have did a wrong step,the realationship will be disappear ir ur life!Respect the relationship when u have if not u will be regret in the future.

Love is hard for me, i dont know why and cant understand how it is going on. This few start from 8/6/2009 i was sad with some reason. Today is day5 , we stop contact for 5days, i was sad but i cant impress my emotion to my friends, because in front of them i was always independent and no need reliable to any things? This time i was lose.. because i use real heart to handle at the end i get is only memory. Sweet memory i dont think so, Bad memory? sometimes it was happy too. Anyway, Learn from mistake and dont make it happen again.

People always said, If you use real heart to meet ppl, then you will get back what u want. I was confuse with this, and i have a solution. Not everything in this world if u using ur own heart to meet ppl then you will get back with good result, sometime its is cruel but we dont know. Anyway within this period, lucky i having a lot good fren they help me to stop all those bad memory and give me comment, i know i should not continue, but who can fully control his feeling to stop at any time, i need time to slow down, down and down. I dont know i need to be alone for how long, just face all the relationship with same level. I dont want to be hurt as well i dont wish hurt people too..

Regards,
Gordon~

02.35pm Sapura synergy ~

Cool~